i still dont understand. ):
12:18 PM
Yesterday,its been a very lonely day for me.
i did nothing sit and rot and home.
But i sketch out drawing of me and my bby.
I want to give him today..but..
*sigh* the whole day, he did not even contact me
at all. i dont know we both are always having problems.
I give him all the chance to change,to make him
someone better. and now what happened to myself?
Why must he do this to me..
I've been trying alot to be very very nice to him.
but all i get in the end again.still the same..
He said to mr through the phone,that he do love me,
but doesnt care a single thing about me.
i dont get it..
I wonder what his doing for the whole day yesterday.
I feel like i've been fool.
He told me not to leave him..betray him.
i did nothing at all.. what should i do.?
Im really confused.
Why do i still love him when he did something to me
like this. When he say he didnt care..
why am i so damn stupid to still care and love about him.
Is not even fair.
the same thing gone thru with my fcking ex..
Labels: what should i do with myself
HELLO.people !!
