no one can touch us.

lovelovelove.

2009-09-23T00:04:00.001+08:00

Hey People.
RELINK ME AWLRIGHTS.
NOT GG TO UPDATE ANYTHING HERE
FORE NOW I GUESS.

http://dernanskyforeverlove.tumblr.com/

2009-09-09T00:46:00.002+08:00

Hey People.

I want your Attention Here. ((:

Im not going to update anything at blogger

anymore.Unless there's some reason if i update

stuffs here. Dont worry i will still be on this blog

checking out.

SO, anws.. Im alive at..

http://dernanskyforeverlove.tumblr.com/

So just take note. ((:

Thanks.& Take Care.

xoxo

2009-08-27T14:22:00.001+08:00

Will be busy at the moment.

And i will update soon when im done with everything.

xoxo

With My Baby.

2009-08-14T10:14:00.008+08:00

Hello bloggers..anws,its been quite sometimes I did not update anything. Firstly busy with assignments..Secondly..blogger like there’s some error!

I cant recall the date that I went out with my baby..
On that day, we had lots and lots and lots of fun. We laughed a lot,eat a lot.!
Hahaha.! I love you baby!* We camwhored.
Thanks to seri’s camera. (Thank you Seri! xoxo)
Well at the same time,I was doing my assignments. (:
Baby help me out with some ideas. Thank you baby.

Thanks baby,for making me so happy! i hearts you alot! seriously. ((:

What a day.

2009-07-28T18:30:00.003+08:00

Today I woke up 7.45 in the morning..Im late for school.So I just went back to bed.hahah..i slept until I can fully wake up. So I woke up at 1145..Thats late.So I straight away text my bby. I wash myself up. Eat breakfast..watch tv..bored bored bored! No one’s at home..ALL ALONE.

Well then I online..i check some stuff at ebay..eat eat again..
I don’t wish to tell what happened to me and bby. Okay I just give you guys hint kay. Its about my assignments.the paper thing.. *sigh* whatever lah bby..You want to scold me..babbler with all your werds..no use.
Cause I told you..i forgive you and didn’t want to talk about it.
He started it.. Naïve. I mean too naïve. Never think before you say all that to me. Thanks lah eh b.

That’s all now people. I’ll update soon.

what the fuck..

2009-07-28T18:30:00.000+08:00

Monday 27th of July 2009

Hey bloggers..
Well,as usual I woke up..went to school..and do my assignments.
I have a lot to do. I have to leave school at 12plus.I have to go for my check up.
So my boyfriend, accompined me. [thanks b]
My conditions not that bad,I still have to go for regular check up..before my surgery.
*sigh*
Then we both went to look around for my shoes.
And my bby wanted to buy new handphone.
He is still finding the right one.
I went to print my assignment..
Then he ask to go to his place to eat dinner.,cause his mum
cooked.

Then I need to go to my model shooting.
But end up not going. *sigh* I cancel it.
Why? Because…something really stupid happened..
My bby lost my assignment paper!!!
*sigh* I told him nevermind.Dont have to search for it.
I wanted to go home. I have no mood.Then he just say sorry.
Then..he’s face is like nothing’s happening.
Well I meddle a lot..now I have no mood to talk about this.
Never mind.. its like really important to me.

2009-07-26T17:55:00.001+08:00

Saturday, 25th July 2009.

Went out with my bby..well I came over to his place.
I wanted to fetch him this time round. haha..
On the way to his place. Gawd! The road was packed.
I hate it.. I reach his place at 8pm. Lambatkan..

Luckily my baby didn’t scold me. Cause he understand.
Then I waited for him to get changed.
We went to ILUMA. Had our dinner ferst.
Well actually I wanted to buy a new shoe.Too bad!
At bugis there’s like no size for..If there’s size it could be like
Not the nice ones. Urlghh! uglehh!

Well my baby said on maybe next time we go other places..
Haha, cause my feet doesn’t fit to buy so cheap cheap shoes.
Cause there’s isint any size.
We wanted to watch movie,but then im too tired.
Want to get back home a lil early. So he send me back..

Yeah ..thats about it.

At last we get to watch. (:

2009-07-19T00:19:00.002+08:00

17/07/2009, Friday.

At last my baby & myself watched TRANSFORMERS.

haha.like outdated already..yeah, caused its always full.

but at least now we get to watched already.

I treat my bby for the movie tickets.(: Im like so happy on that day.!

Oh before watching the movie.anws,bought the movie tickets at ILUMA.

haha.that's the only shopping mall,that transformers movie is available.

We chose to watch at 1130,cause at 830 there's no vacant seats.

We went arcade..its like so totally random.

I saw this game called "Stacker".. i wanted to play cause there's a camera.

But i didnt know how to?

i read the instructions like really carefully.

hahah.Then change money to tokens..i felt that i can do it.

I have the guts. Ahhhh!! i played..there's so many people watching me.

i got nervous. Shit,! left two box to win to Major Prize. ahhh!

But nevermind. IT was like my ferst time to try that thing.

To the extend it is already goooood ! hahah. wana play again..

But the movie is going to start in about 10mins.

So we decided ti play next time.

hahaha. i had fun. Oh last part of Transformers movie i fell asleep. -__- (okay tak perlukan)

We did not get back home.hahah..It was like not worth a ride,for Night Rider,

at 2am.So we decided to taunt..haha.It was really really tiring day.

Walk everywhere. nothing better to do. & now blame it on me.

cause my legs havong cramps. & my bby too. ):

funnyfcuked* up face. XD

2009-07-09T12:03:00.009+08:00

08/07/2009,Wednesday.

Well, at first i was really bored.
Nothing to do in class even though i had to
finish up my assignments.

Well let the pictures do the talking. (:

funny enough? XD

hahahaha.

2009-07-07T00:11:00.003+08:00

MY baby is crazy about ITACHI UCHIHA.

He's been talking to me about that animated cartoon

character like loads of times. =.=

He even talk to me about the costume thing.
(Iyaad have that what do you guys called that? Knife? haha! idk?)

This is because of joe & ruzz..hahah.

you guys play PS2 like alomost everyday.

Then play NARUTO non-stop.

sigh

2009-07-07T00:01:00.002+08:00

I will be busy..

& if i have the time to update.i will.

There's alot of assignments.

and i got my GPA 3.0..

well my form teacher says that i got a chance

to go POLY. haha..

but JOE! you got 4.0..ahhh! unfair. hmms.

I got my POD-B,DRAWING-B.

so okayluh.

i must try harder.& keep trying. (:

well anws something its not right in class.

2009-07-05T23:24:00.000+08:00

TOMMORROW SCHOOL START ALREADY!

get to meet my classmates back. (:

the day with you.

2009-07-05T23:08:00.002+08:00

Saturday,4th July 2009.

I went out with my bby.

& i saw my ex.haha..Then i saw adan & his pretty gf.

Then we went to orchard.oh my, oh my..

Im sick of this..REALLY.

Transformers movie seats are all full.

and like wth?! the front row seats

are available..no way my bby's gg to seat

in the front row.

its neck aching.

Then we just decided to go to another mall.

to check it out.

still the same. fcuk*

THEN THEN,suddenly bbyku ckp..

kenaper tak tenok tmpt dkt2 yr area je eh"

mana tawu takde ramai owang sanat"

I WAS LIKE..b....why didnt you tell me earlier..

braaaatards.!grrr.

Then we sat down for awhile. to give our leg a little break.

we fought a lil.ahhghhh! sorry b, im just saffocating with

all those people. There's too many people.

i cant hardly walk fast.as you want to knoe that my legs are long.

HAHA.XD i feel frustrated,hungry,thirsty..

*fought,fought,fought.* then then , he trick on me !

baby jahat! i thought he really betul2 marah!

padahal he knows how i feel.

see how much i love my baby. ;D

the other day.

2009-07-05T22:51:00.002+08:00

About the other day,well he did not call me up.

i called my dear sharmaine. (:

she make me laugh. haha..

oh yah, & before i offline..this ONE guy added me up.

& i tell you what he is like desperate for girls.

stupid asshole.

yeah, after talking to sharmaine..

i decided to call my baby..

my heart was beating very very fast.

Then he picked up the phone.

well..i talked everything out.Im being very brave.

Then..from what i can hear with the way he talked

to me. he felt a little..erhh..how to say..

like warm-hearted? yeah i think that's the word.

then we hung up the phone at 3.35am.

Well after all that talking..i felt slightly better.

and i can easily fall asleep..after all that emotions.*sigh*

i really wish, i never want it to happen again.

Its like wasting time.

-the emotions is over for now-

i love you bbysayang.

today.

2009-07-02T13:19:00.002+08:00

I manage to cal him..thru his house phone.

he picked up..

Its seems like he really dont care about me..

i asked him,wether his okay.

wether he had his breakfast..

I asked him what are you doing?

He told that he is cleaning up his things.

And he said to me that he is busy.

he will call me later.

He told me that .. but he will not. *sigh*

well just let see for today.

i still dont understand. ):

2009-07-02T12:18:00.003+08:00

Yesterday,its been a very lonely day for me.
i did nothing sit and rot and home.
But i sketch out drawing of me and my bby.
I want to give him today..but..
*sigh* the whole day, he did not even contact me
at all. i dont know we both are always having problems.

I give him all the chance to change,to make him
someone better. and now what happened to myself?
Why must he do this to me..
I've been trying alot to be very very nice to him.
but all i get in the end again.still the same..

He said to mr through the phone,that he do love me,
but doesnt care a single thing about me.
i dont get it..

I wonder what his doing for the whole day yesterday.
I feel like i've been fool.
He told me not to leave him..betray him.
i did nothing at all.. what should i do.?
Im really confused.

Why do i still love him when he did something to me
like this. When he say he didnt care..
why am i so damn stupid to still care and love about him.
Is not even fair.
the same thing gone thru with my fcking ex..

shopping with bby.

2009-06-25T23:44:00.003+08:00

hello. ((:
On 24th of june.
which is TRANSFORMERS day for my bby.
He is in total excitement.
i know bby, i know. (:

So he fetch me,well actually we want to go to keyraa house..
to give back her stuffs..and take back my stuffs..
but when i called her house up.
too bad she's not at home..

Then my bby wants to go to bugis junction and to the streets.((:
so yeahh..oh my, the wether's cold on that day.
We went into a shop.. called "honey and bee". (BUGIS JUNCTION)
haha,that shop..all of the clothes really fits my body..
cause my body is kinda thin.. ((:
so girls with thin-thin body like me. (model figure) ahaha..
can go shop shop at there !

AFTER that, i wanted to go to bugis street. Cause its
been quite sometime i didnt went in there.
LIKE FREAKING HALLELUJAH!.
Its really suffocating me with all those people.
Well,my bby chose clothes for me.
cause he said he like me wearing all that. so im okay with it! ((:

THEN! okay..we went to orchard road. to watch transformers..
but gawd..we got some issues.
great. then tak dpt tenok at last.like da pukul brape.
and and..its on weekdays lagy! burghh!!!

Then we ate..he sent me back home. ):
sad kann..nevermind.we plan again on saturday!
wait bby kay. muahh!

2009-06-22T05:09:00.000+08:00

.TAHARA & KEYRAA.

Sunday Noon.

2009-06-22T04:52:00.003+08:00

It was just about yesterday..
FYI,gawd..i feel shagged right now..
Because i did not even go to bed.

And yeahh, so it was a boring day..
i did not do anything.
i did not go out with my boyfriend..

Suddenly my house phone rang..i picked up,then it was a call from my cousin.
Oh yeaap..i remember that the other day,
we plan to go out...But then she said to me that she
is otw to my house. i was like okay..
Well her mum actually wants me to cut her hair..
hahaha, yeah.. i cut alot of people's hair already.
like for example ruzz & joe. hahah yea.

After i all the cutting hair.. oh yea, i perm-ed up syamila's hair.

awwhh,she was cute with that curly hair. ((:

yeah,then my mum wants us to go out and have fun lunch.

hahaha,instead of gg out with dad,on happy father's day..

we go out,like all girls eat together..how great..

dad rest at home yah. XD

we ate macd,then i bought some lil things. yeahh.

i had fun. (:

Vacation with baby.

2009-06-22T04:13:00.002+08:00

♥18th of June 09./Thursday♥

oh my lord. i had fun fun fun. ((:

yeah, okay so i went like so call

holiday with my baby..

Its really awesome..But at ferst i thought like everything

going to be screwed up.I try to calm myself down.

He also thinks that our plan "vacation" could not make it.

Okay...the clock is ticking. Then like about 5.00pm,

yayy!! He reached at my place.((;

Then we went waiting for bus.

We reached somewhere that my bby booked a place

for us to sleep. yeahh. you guys guess it.. hehe.

Then we went down buy some food for the both of us to eat.

Then the next morning..we woke up late..we ate lunch only. haha.

yeahh,then..we decide to go to the beach..We just went to the near by beach.

Which is at East Coast. ((:

Ate dinner,play games,watch tv,and go to bed.

The next morning.. we manage to eat our breakfast. Its time for us to

go back home.. cause its for like 3days 2night..sorta thing.

andd..that day was saturday.. So decided to go back home,chge

and and went out again. best tau. (for me)

We went nearby skate park.sat there,have a lil talk.

Eat dinner..haa..baby,what a heavy dinner you bought,

for the both of us to eat. ((: thank you sayang..

AND so..he sent me back home..and yeahh..

and the next day was....

HAPPY FATHER's DAY!!

2009-06-15T14:14:00.001+08:00

I HATE YOUR LIES.!

Finally And Hoping He will Not....

2009-06-14T19:41:00.003+08:00

On the 13th of June 2009,

which is on saturday...

It was my 1st year anniversarry with Danks.

He has been taking care of me.

But some of the painful things that he had done towards me..

I forgive him.

I aint wana cry and feel hurt anymore b.

I never wana hurt you.

But your sins towards me is too much. I had to be strong..

So i had to do what have to.So you know now, why and whats

the reason behind this all.

B, you've change. i realised that. you are now using my advice.

But dont, AND never take advantage of me.

I feel hurt for the last 11month. NOW no more..

We both are weak at times.

But each time we get into an arguement, at the end of the day.

we both are still together. That is the reason why i love you.

i know all the circumstances bby.

But sometimes..my negative thoughts makes me go insane.

Wash away the bad memories..

Never repeat any same kind of mistakes.

If you do bby,it will be just a waste of time.

I do not want my baby to waste his time.

Baby,lets start new..

I understand what you are going through.

Forever Love,Taharadanks.

Our love will never fade.

Must i end it up??

2009-06-03T01:28:00.003+08:00

hello.

Today..i did nothing.

well what i want to say is that, i did a little of

things.

After my POD exam..i went straight to food culture,

eat with joe.Ruzz have to take his pay.

So i & joe,we ate together.

then we went like walk around.

But at the same time i was thinking about my boyfriend.

Im asking myself..is he going to come.?

I really i have no idea at all.

Then i went to joe's place..and we are waiting for ruzz to reach

at joe's place. My boyfriend misscalled me like alot of times..

But how am i supposed to know that he's coming or his not?

stupid bump!

gawdd.once i feel worried. but at times i fell. ahhh fuckcare him luh.

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGHHH !!

okay stop.!!

then suddenly he text me using web sms..

and ask where am i?

have i eat my meals?

what am i doing?

blaa blaa blaa...

my inbox was like damn fucking full.(ok,not neccessary) -_-

When i delete some of my text msgs.

gawd gawd gawd!

he text me like alot of times!!

hahaha.

i did not reply.as i was talking to ruzz and joe.

ABOUT HIM!

yeahh, then he text..he said that if you're meeting me..

meet at my place by 8..Then if you're not there,

get back home safely.

MEET HIM OR NOT TO MEET HIM?

mana satu nih?

In the end, i end up meeting him. kesian luhhs.

Then i saw him waitin for me.

Then he brought me food..

We ate together and all that. But by right i want to

break up with him.

But im too scared.

TAK PERNAH okay saya mintak break.

susahhh! hard!

please help me someone !

( anws, idk why i space it with paragraphs,it turn out to be like that,joining up together)

hoping for it.

2009-05-29T23:26:00.001+08:00

I want him to call me.

still waiting...

bby im waiting...

it turns worst.

2009-05-29T23:07:00.003+08:00

Today is a sad day after all.

Everything that i have done and what i want in life,

is all fading away.

Whats my wrong to you?

I keep wondering,why must you do this.

Am i in the wrong bby?

This all starts when you lie,

when i start to hit you,

when we start to hate each other,

BUT,i never want us to fight ending up not being together.

I want us to fight for what we both want bby.

You cant just see that can you?

Im trying to explain to you that why are you like that.

Keep doing the same thing.

But when i keep saying the same things,

you dont like it.

whatever you do,you really want it.

But i just did that like for some times..

you cant accept it already.

I thought you are the only one to make me happy,

live with me till we are...hmmm

baby,i want you to see sayang.

i just do not want to see us fight no more.

i wish i could understand you better.

& i've been patient,but i think i must be more patient then ever.

if you still cant see it dear. i have to leave you.

but remember i do love you danks.

i'm asking myself alot of why's?

i love you bby.

canon camera !

2009-05-29T11:26:00.016+08:00

Having alot of fun with canon camera.

its joe's.thanky thanky to him. :)

i still got alot of photo's that i wana upload.

We went to takashimaya,ate MACdonalds.

Then we went on, walking from orchard to bugis.

pheww.. and its a very long happy plus plus

tiring walk. We took pictures along the way as you can see.

Then we've reached to bugis, nabila went home.

Myself,suzie & joe.

We walk around for a lil while.

AND then i went meeting up my boyfriend.!

2009-05-29T01:40:00.003+08:00

HELLO YOU PEOPLE!

oopss..someone(joe) tell me to update already.

ahhhh! okay i didnt post anything for the past 1,2 months?
hahaha..i was really busy with my projects. my presentations.
what the hell?? aahhhh,i know.
and yeah busy with my boyfriend.

Okay,i need to recall back what did i do. hahah.
i will just share with you guys,
what is the
-MOST shocking thing
-most fab thing
-happy days
-sad retarrrded days
what else?hmm
-what problem im facing
& etc alright.

i just dont get it.

2009-04-10T23:38:00.002+08:00

Today the whole day. GAWD!!
My bby did not even give me a call.
But i know his handphone is dead, as in spoilt,but
the thing is, why he did not call me? using his
house phone?

I hate him doing this to me.
& what about tmrw?(saturday) Is he even gg out with me?
sheeesh !! BABY! you fuck off luhh b!

i hate him like this! really!

at last,hahah

2009-04-09T16:21:00.001+08:00

YAY !!
Done with my blogger skins!
&& i damn love it. ((:

Fig & Olive

2009-04-09T15:39:00.014+08:00

On 4th of April,
which is the day that we went for cable care rides.
Dinner time,my bby ask me to just choose and pick
what i wana eat and where?

(oh sorry, we are at vivo on that day)

So yeah, i have no idea at all. So we both walk around,
I thought of eating simple food.
But he said to me pick diff.
Okay. So.. hahah.. i chose to eat at Fig & Olive.

It was my first time eating at there.
and i am feeling a little cranky. cause i wouldnt know,
how the food would taste like.
Then when i ate. i mean taste it at the same time.
gawd! it was superb. hahah like i wana say "who's the Chef?"
But whatever. my bby ate too.
Then we ate and ate. WE are laughing like crazy over hahah. errr.
i forgot. S:

and after all that ! I AM FULL LUHH, thanks to my bby. muahh ! i love you.
my bby was full too. ((:
my stomach was like buuncit a little. gaah~
But my bby's nawt that. kan kan kan?

Love, Tahara

Surprise Surprise,cable car ride

2009-04-08T23:37:00.026+08:00

~Fantasticly fantastic.!~

oh my god, oh my god.
On saturday which was on 4th of april 09.
I went out with my bby.
And he called a cab. But at that point of time, i did not know anything at all.
So.. i get in the cab. And the taxi driver acting strangely.
same goes with my bby. But i have no idea. where he is bringing me to.

Then after a long ride. about erm i dont knowhalf an hour i can say..
Oh god. i dont even know anything,
then i started looking at the sign boards. here and there.
Still no clue.
then the taxi driver drove up the hill.
AND oh my god. that place is really nice.

AND AND guess what people. okay you guys know. hahah.
we are going for a cable care ride. Im like so excited. hahah.

Oh my LORD! it was like way up high. it was amazing!
and its like for half and hour ride. okay...yeaahh.
i felt like i need to puke for a minute,
but luckily i did not. okayy. that like pheww.! XD

Love, Tahara
And here are some of the photos that we snap!

Nawt all that i upload it here.

Bored!

2009-04-08T22:58:00.001+08:00

Im talking to my bby boy! ((:

hahah, we are okay now.

i love you baby dear!

Love, Tahara

Just want to tell;

2009-04-08T20:16:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah,i just remember that on 6th April,
at night, my bby went to my place.. and he ask me for a haircut.
So i did cut his hair. hahah.
So yeah . If you all want to see. Its at my friendster.
I have not upload on my computer.
Cause the photo is in his mobile phone. so yeah.

((:

Love,Tahara

Celebrating my birthday with my bby;

2009-04-08T16:35:00.003+08:00

Oh god!

Where to start? okay,On Sunday, which was my eve birthday i went out

with my bby. And fucking gawd, before sunday which is on saturday he told

me that he would not be late again. So he said to me that he would

probly meet around 11am. So okay, i trust him. But then ..

He was really late, he came at 430.waiting under my block. i feel pissed.

Okay fine i went down and i kiss his forehead, and just say to him lets go.

(i saw the presents that he bought fer me.BUT i just ignore,as if like i do not know anything.)

Then we waited for the bus. I have no idea where we are going,

So we took train to Orchard.

Then we walk around. Then he bought two tickets for movie.

It was SHOPHAHOLIC! ahhh. i was excited. XD hahah.

Then we went to Bugis Street,to buy some stuff.

I wanted to buy this silk dress. I forget where is the exact shop.

As you all know that Bugis Street,there's alot alot of shops.!

So i didnt manage to find.& we both decided to go to penin to buy

the same teeshirt i suggested way back! Then the shop was closed!

Oh shuts! hate it. So we walk around inside penin,

Then i saw my religious friend, My classmate, A guy. yeah!

My bby hates it when the way my guy friend looked at me. Cause last time

he used to like me. haha. okay whatever.!

Then my bby go and look for his shoes. And he is like ignoring me. fuck!

then from there i felt alone. i felt that, it was like not my eve bdae.!

i start to keep myself quiet.

Then he asked why am i keeping quiet. I just answer NOTHING!!

We went to Far East. Im getting bored at that point of time.

Went we've reached Far East, He ask me to sto and ask me the same qns again.

I said NOTHING OKAY! just walk!

then i follow him up! & THEN HE WENT TO HIS FAV SHOP?! wtf!!

Then he just ignore me jer!! okay fine i went out from that shop, and i just

stand outside that fucking shop!

And i called up Sera. In about 30secs. he came. So i just put down my

mobile phone.

We start to quarrel, i start to hit him. IT WAS TERRIBLE!

horrible! WORST !! bored! -_-

i dont wish to type it here. FUCK FUCK FUCK !

Then WE HAVE NOT EVEN EAT!!

then we went to our movie show. it starts at 930.

But we cam in a lil later. cause we fought!

Then inside the movie theatre. i just keep on crying,

and just look at him. Was not concertrating on that movie much,

even though it was favourite.

But nevermind. And my bby cried suddenly?!? i dont get it.

After that movie. I went to the ladies.

And it was 1115pm.

Okay So ... We awlk along the orchard road, near TAKASHIMAYA.

We walk so quietly. And then strike,i ask him to stop and i ask, why are you keeping quiet?

Hate me already? He said no not at all. okay fine. We start walking, and then he stop.

And i was like 0.o

He swore to me that he wont ever leave me.

And he always said that. So okayys. he cried. holding my hands.

and he is sorry. For making my eve bdae bad!

Then i cried i hugged him.he said thats enuf of crying bby.

then suddenly He took out this redbox. i was oh god! shock shock!

Then YOU GUYS know what he gave me. hehehe. ^^

i cried,hugging him so tight! then he sang a happy birthday song,singing thru my ear.

He was the best after all! My ferst time celebrating my bdae with my bby!

I love him,no matter what! i sware i will be with him forever!

"baby i told you i will be with you"

Then we went to eat! ((:

& get home!

Create it already. ((:

2009-04-08T14:54:00.005+08:00

Well actually i made my new blog on my birthday.Which is on 6th April 09.

I create it on that day,but the problem is i have no time to post something,

as i was out. Then i thought i can post it on the 7th. But i was out.

So yeah.& im going to update it today!

Love,Tahara

(im finding for my blog layout.) <3